Nat's Haven

Potter trailer

2008-07-31T20:36:12Z

I'm slightly confused. I have no clue what that scene where it looks like a field is. I know I haven't read HBP in a while, but it doesn't ring any bells.

Just Jared has better quality and whatnot here.

Caracas Report

2008-06-29T13:27:35Z

So... I haven't posted in a while, and I gotta say it's been out of pure laziness. I haven't been doing much except allow myself to do whatever I feel like. Well except that blogger seems to have a problem with me and won't let me post, but I'm working on that. My aunt already told me that I'm addicted to my computer, and I was like, 'Right, so?' and she just laughed. I had forgotten how much fun she is. She's so laid back, I love her.
Other than that, I've been helping out my sister in law with the kids and taking advantage of my brother's cooking, (oh lord... my brother is cooking, look out your window to see if there are any pigs flying around...)
Anyway, it has been great. Robbie is the cutest and he barely cries. He only does when they're giving him a bath because he doesn't like people bothering him too much. And Isabella... well she has more energy that the energizer bunny, man. But thankfully she's been bugging my brother non-stop (a bit of jealousy from her new baby brother, I think) and she's being all sweet and cuddly with me.

So! Pictures!

Every time I pull out my camera, the kid strikes a pose. (This was before Robbie was born, as you can tell by Andy's belly in the background)

She has killer hair, I want her hair.

See? A model in the making I tell you!

See hung that around her neck and kept looking at herself in the mirror.

Okay just so you don't say I don't show up in any pics. (Although out of 200 pics I've taken so far this is the only pic where I show up.) That's my dad's mom.

Isabella poses, Robbie sticks his tongue out at me, nice.

Much better, :D

My mom holding Robbie. Yeah, I look a lot like her.

And now for the pretty, artistic ones! Well only 2 so far.

Robert 8)

2008-06-13T10:49:57Z

I'm an aunt again! Robert was born yesterday around 10 am, he weighted 3.1 Kilos (6 pounds 13 oz) and measured 51 cm ( about 20 inches)

Look at that! He looks just like his sister when she was born. I haven't seen him yet, but probably today or tomorrow...

Observational skills.

2008-05-27T11:57:26Z

See, it's at moments like these when I realize just how bad I am with this, lol. I'm watching this video:

and I pause, because I think Mike is wearing his new DC shoes that are about to come out this summer. What kind of person notices that? lol, I do. What's the next step? I log on to Facebook and post said video in a friend's wall, (a friend who is obsessed as well, just so I don't get called an obsessive freak. -Again.-)... so she can confirm that I'm not going crazy. Which by the way I'm not, she thinks he's wearing the shoes, too. Heh.
I think I'm going to move so my friends don't know where I live. That way they can't commit me to a mental institution.

Home?

2008-05-19T02:53:07Z

Okay. So I arrived. Safe and sound. You know... I had no plans other than to spend my days with my niece and my laptop, lol. But of course, being that Murphy was the genius that he was, the internet connection gets fucked the day I arrive. You know how I was feeling? I mean I won't deny it, I'm completely addicted to being online, for more than one reason. I mean seriously, I'm used to waking up around 6 or before and get online for maybe 2 hours or even more before I even make the effort to get out of bed, and so now I pretty much stare at the ceiling, same drill before I go to bed. I know how lame that sounds and whatnot but I don't care, lol.
So what did I do? After bitching to the phone and internet company for a while, I grabbed my stuff and decided to come to my aunt's house. I think I might stay here until tuesday when she can take me back, because I don't have a car either, lol.
I dunno, I just feel so weird being back here after such a long time. I feel like a stranger in my own house, where I grew up, where I lived for *thinks* 17 years of my life, and I feel so out of place, I feel like I'm the way to be honest. And I know Andy really likes to have me there and whatnot, and I still can shake this damn feeling. Apparently I'm stubborn for emotions too... fantastic.

Getting ready

2008-05-01T15:25:09Z

So... I finally finished the semester. Today is my last day working, and two weeks from now I should be in a plane leaving for Venezuela. *sigh* I printed my itinerary yesterday, 2 1/2 hours from here to Miami and 3 1/2 from Miami to Caracas. I'll be dead by the time I arrive at 10pm. And the trip back is through Dallas, which means a 5 1/2 flight. I'm not particularly fond of flying 'cause I have this in-ear thing that comes from my dad's side of the family (apparently the cause of my clumsiness too...) and I tend to get sick unless I take pills every couple of hours, and it's going to be a pain because I'm traveling alone and I always forget. Not that I mind traveling alone... I actually think it'll be cool, but yeah I'll probably forget.
Also, half of my friends and relatives have asked me to buy stuff for them and I don't know where I'm going to fit it all. My mom is like well take just a couple of shorts and shirts. Yeah, that's not a good idea given that I'll be there for 3 months and I don't have any clothes back home... and I won't spend my time doing laundry, nor do I have the cash to buy clothes, so I need to take something.
I also have to pack my entire closet (and room) before I go because the house will be ready after I leave and I have to leave everything ready for my mom and dad to move. So I dunno, but it sounds to me like I'm going to spend the next two weeks of my life packing. Fan-freaking-tastic.

I'm still happy that the semester is over. The last few weeks I've been feeling sort of semi-depressed about school. I just didn't have the will to actually go to class or do any of the work. I guess it has to do with the fact that I haven't been sleeping well, and that makes me tired pretty much all the time. But I like threw my economics grade down the drain, which is really unlike me, I mean I'm a complete nerd. I dunno, I guess I just need a break to try and get motivated again.

My mom was giving me crap about how I spend my money yesterday. According to her I should save my money for when I go to Venezuela 'cause my sister and my brother won't give me cash, and that in her humble opinion I don't -need- more t-shirts or shoes. (This coming from the woman who has clothes in her closet that she hasn't wore once, and that is also taking up space in -my- closet). Ok, first of all, I could never have enough t-shirts, that's just not possible, same with shoes (sneakers in my case, anyway). Second, I have some money saved and not only that but I've been making deals with people where I buy stuff for them and they give me the cash when I'm there, which is turning out to be a good deal for me. And most importantly, I'm the most boring person in the whole freaking world, I don't go out, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I bet you I will barely leave the house... why could I possibly need a load of cash for? I'm going there to spend time with my family and help out Andy with my niece and my new nephew. So I think I'm going to keep buying my shoes and t-shirts, 'cause that's what I like to spend my money on. *breathes* That felt good. I haven't ranted like that in a while. I guess I'm just sick of her trying to get me to spend like she would like me to. She loves to go shopping and spend her day in a mall, when I prefer to order things that I -know- I want. I feel better now.

Here's the new Busta single featuring LP. I had refused to listen to the song until I saw the video and I'm glad, much more powerful this way. I like the song, I must admit I've never been a Busta fan, but I like this collaboration. I have read both good and bad reviews, but I think it's catchy, it flows well and it has what it takes to get a lot of air-play.

Chester's voice kicks ass in the chorus, and looking hot as usual. And well what can I say about the awesome Mr. Shinoda? He owns my heart these days and he not only sounds amazing, but he looks incredible as well. I'm loving the hair to death too, I didn't think I would, but I do... he should keep it like this for a while, I highly approve. Seriously, he's killing me these days, that shot in the piano, and when he kicks the stool? Jeez... Anyway, here's the video:

Just when I needed it :)

2008-04-08T00:57:14Z

I can't remember the last time anything made me laugh as hard as this video. I love you, Colbert.

"If you will, just keep your legs crossed."
Michael Stipe.

Catching up

2008-04-03T18:18:34Z

So, I've been pretty lazy lately and I haven't posted much. I finally have a somewhat relaxed week and so I decided to catch up, well that and the fact that I'm bored out of my mind at work.
Andy finally found out that she's having a boy. I'm so freaking excited, I totally called it as soon as she told me she was pregnant, and you should hear her! She's so happy about it. He was supposed to be named Freddie after both my dad and Andy's dad, but my brother went all egocentric and jerk on us and he's going to be named Robert, after him. Pretty selfish of him if you ask me, given that Andy's dad died recently and I'm sure it would have meant a lot to her to name her baby after him. But then again, my brother's an ass, so I shouldn't expect him to do something sweet like that. I mean, he did crash his car into a wall on Friday at 5am while driving drunk, so... what can you say to that? He's fine but the car is smashed. Is it wrong that I'm looking forward to see my sister-in-law more than my own brother?
And well I finally bought my place ticket to go help Andy with the new baby. I'm leaving May 15 and I won't be back until August 7. Now I was a bit sad because I really wanted to get away from Memphis, and to be honest a bit from my parents and then my mom decided to go. Turns out she's going June 18, so I still get a bit of freedom. And I know that sounds horrible, but as much as I love my mom, if we don't spend time apart I'm going to snap at her one of these days. I'm not the most patient person in the world and she and I are too different.
My sister also asked for a vacation while I'm there. She wants to take a trip to the beach with me. That sounds pretty cool, but I'd be okay if it doesn't happen too. One because I'm not a beach-type of person, and two because my relationship with my sister is weird. I adore her, but we never have much to talk about and we really don't have that much in common. That and the fact that with her being 11 years older than me, she's always trying to boss me around and control me and I'm too stubborn to do it. But it could be a fun trip, so we'll see how it works out.

I also told Angel I was going and he's been all cute with me again. He went back to calling me nicknames and to ask me if I needed him to pick me up from the airport. He even wanted me to talk to him about LP, which is weird as hell considering that ever since MTM came out he's been dissing them and saying that they went emo (which made me quite happy as you can imagine). He also asked me for support because he was nervous for a test to get into a different school. I don't know if it's because I haven't seen him in a while or what but it makes me feel weird. Maybe it's me being cynical but it seems like all this is coming with a hidden agenda. Maybe it's not, maybe Rox was right and he still has feelings for me, but something just doesn't fit, to be honest, I'm not as nearly as excited to see him as I was last year.

Meanwhile, one of my co-workers is getting married and I've been invited to my first wedding in Memphis, which is really cool. She's so sweet and so smart, she's the one that's been training me since I got here. I'm going to miss her now that's she's graduating.

I've also been busy trying to find a good deal for a Wii. I want to sell one back home given that the price here is listed in 250$ and they're sold in about 700$ in Venezuela. Unfortunately, they're sold out everywhere. I found a couple but the prices are between 400$ and 650$, so I decided I'm going to hold out for a little bit until I find a better deal. If you know of a good offer, let me know.

I also saw the list for PR this year. Again, nowhere near Memphis, *sigh* not that I could go, because I'd be back home. But I like the Houston date, because I'm back by that time and I could go visit Mary there and go to the concert. The date works because I still haven't started the semester and I'm already back from my trip, and I would just have to pay for the plane ticket and the ticket for the concert. I know Mary has been asking me to go down there so this might be a good chance, depending on whether or not I manage to get the cash. If I could see my guys twice in one year, I'd be happy girl.

Rainy Wed

2008-03-19T20:00:28Z

So... I was making my merry way to Math class on Monday... (well not merry, math can never be merry, but you get my point...), minding my own business, when my foot decides that he's sick of me and I twist it, falling very hard on my pretty knee. Of course... see the genius that was Murphy was right, the day that I decide to wear pants instead of jeans I must eat dust. I hurt my knee pretty bad. Yesterday, my foot wasn't so bad but today is hurting a lot... I dunno if it's the shoes that I'm wearing or the cold or what, but it's pretty swollen today. And my knee has turned a lovely shade of purple bellow the scrapes, still a lot bigger than it should be.
I still have no idea exactly -how- I fell, but it sucked. I mean I know I'm clumsy and I hit myself all the time, so I should be used to it... right? No. It still hurts.

I hate Mid-South weather. Seriously. Ever since yesterday night Memphis has been horrible. We had thunderstorms and tornado warnings all night... (and reports about it when yours truly was trying to watch One Tree Hill to see if Luke got married or not!) It sucked pretty bad. Today, it's cold and rainy again and it sucks. I love days like this when I get to stay home under the covers, not when I have to get to class.

In other news, I did not get my Excel certification. I had to get something like 680 and I got 561 I think. To be honest, I'm not that bummed about it. Yeah, it would have looked good on my resume, but I hate Excel, so that's not a "skill" I want to be bragging about. I had been to worried about my Econ test to think about it, (I got an 80 btw.) and so really, I'm just happy that it's over with. Thankfully the rest of this week is very light so I won't be going to crazy.
I also have some cash to spend, but I want to buy so much stuff I don't know how to spend it. I really need to win the lottery or something, oh well maybe wait for my birthday or something.

I'm about to fall asleep right here on my desk. I mean for the past few weeks I haven't been sleeping well, but like Friday I slept almost 4 hours when I got home and I slept during the day on Saturday as well.... of course then I hung out with Sarah on Sunday and I drove her home at 3am, to wake up at 6 the next day (pizza, silly movies and even a bit of studying, very cool)... But yeah I've been doing my best to rest as much as I can lately, even taking naps which isn't really my style unless I get sick... I think I'm doing better, but I think I still need to get some more rest because I'm always sleepy. You think that's why I fell on Monday? Nah, I was pretty hyper all day, until I fell that is... My sister was like, "would you stop hurting yourself? I mean it was cute when you were like 2... now, not so much... it's kind of sad really..." that was a nice call from Venezuela sis, thanks!

I stole this from Mickey, who stole it from Kathy...

2008-03-16T20:08:23Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What’s the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish i was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in 3 words:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think i’ll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. Do you wish to get to know me more?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

My body hates me

2008-03-06T01:50:44Z

The best way to spend spring break? Sick out of your mind! Coughing, headaches, the works! So sick in fact that you feel too weak to leave your bed to go spend you pay check... seriously, my immune system deserves a prize... and at the final week of the month too, to top it all off. *sigh* Thank god for my crazy friends who put up with me online (even though my msn is not working and I'm using yahoo again), otherwise I'd be walking up the walls....

Just letting it out

2008-03-02T01:51:24Z

I'm feeling weird. I know I've said that a lot lately but I can't help it. A good thing about today I managed to sleep late, which made me feel better than I had in weeks. And yet I still have this thing that doesn't let me feel good.
Our new house is finally getting built and I can't find myself getting excited about it. And it will be great for me, I'll have more space and the whole upper floor will be just for me, which is amazing, I will also get to decorate it to my taste which is something I couldn't do here because it's rented. And yet, none of that excites me at all. It's like 'yeah, that's cool.' I don't even want to go out and pick out new stuff... I just can't bring myself to care.
I'm so boring, man. I seriously am. I just would like to stop feeling so lame. I don't know where I fit in anymore. I don't fit back home because I've been gone so long that I just know I'm not the same person. I also know that the people who used to be close to me are not anymore. And I don't fit in here either. I have people who I know, but I don't really have any close friends and it sucks. I know I could try and be more sociable and all that but it's not easy for me, it has never been.
I dunno, I think the only person who really misses me and who really wants to see me is Andy. She is literally counting the days, she tells me how much time is left every single day. She has promised to cook stuff for me, she's already figuring out where I'm going to sleep.
I don't even know why I'm complaining, I should shut up already, there are people with bigger issues in life.

Before I go...

2008-02-26T14:47:15Z

Well it's 8:30 am, my bag is packed, the batteries of my camera are charged, and the gas tank in my car is full. And I'm freaking the hell out!!! Seriously man, in an hour and a half or so, I'll be leaving for what I'm sure will be a legendary road trip. Who knows... when I get there, the seats might be crap and I didn't win the mng passes, and it's fucking freezing in here, but you know what? I don't give a shit! I have never been obesessed about anything the way I am about Linkin Park man, and that's saying something considering that when I get excited about something I tend to get carried away. But man, I dunno what it is... it's crazy! I can even begin to explain it, and I wouldn't want to bother you with it anyway, but yeah, I'm really close to jumping up and down in the bed.
The whole driving think freaks me out a little because this is the longest trip I have ever made, but whatever, I like driving... well I actually like speeding, but shhh... and well after you drive in Caracas, there's not much else that can scare you. Everyone is like freaking out: drive safe! be careful! Yeah I will people! Stop stressing! I know I look and act like a kid, but I have -some- brains 8P

I really can't ramble anymore, for real, I never though that would actually happen... can 9pm get here already?!

Happy Bday Mickey!

2008-02-19T03:17:56Z

I know it's still not midnight here, but it is over there so... Happy Birthday you crazy woman!
lol, it's so awesome that I finally found someone who not only accepts my craziness and weirdness, but actually finds it cute. Is that because you're pretty insane yourself?
Not only that, but you also share my unhealthy obsession with Chester AND you're my partner in crime with my fic writing stuff. You rock man, have the best bday ever!!!!

Just a little insight

2008-02-18T21:54:28Z

Some people have asked me why I moved, why I hate my president so much and are things really that bad back home. I just ran into this blog: http://daniel-venezuela.blogspot.com/ and I think it gives a good look at what's going on. If you find yourself terribly bored and incredibly curious, check it out. You'll find articles about how Chavez stopped singer Alejandro Sanz from performing and now over 80 artists are standing behind the singer. You can also find info about the "I'm stopping the oil to the US" threats and how Exxon called his bluff.
You won't find much support for him there, but I liked it, so there you go.

Hardly working

2008-02-18T21:28:47Z

I've sort of been under the radar the past couple of days. I really didn't have much to say, I was feeling sort of blank. At least about myself, I managed to write a ton during the last couple of days. I wrote for the ending of the collaboration fic I was doing with Mickey (which has me incredibly proud I love how it turned out.) and I even wrote for Sophie and C even tough I had told myself it was over. But all this bits and pieces keep coming to me and they won't get out of my head until I write them.
But I really haven't been able to talk much about me. It's just seems so random to me to sit here and write how I went to work or how tired I've been because I'm having trouble sleeping. I guess I just feel uninteresting. Right now I'm waiting for the last 45 min of my shift to end fast so I can go home. Needless to say, I'm happy there's not much to do.
My mom told me last night she's going to Caracas with me. I don't really know if I'm happy or not. I love my mom, but she spends so much of her time here looking after me, it's driving me a little crazy. I was hoping to spend a little time away from that. But then again when she's back home she rarely spends any time in the house so I'll probably be able to do that anyway. I hope so... I still don't know when I'm going. I wanted to be there for my sister's birthday but if my mom is leaving with me that leaves my dad alone in his birthday and that's not fair.
A couple of friends asked me if I was going to disappear of the internet for months. No I will not. My laptop is going with me. I will spend less time on msn than usual *cough*all day*cough* because I'll be looking after my niece while my sister-in-law looks after the new baby. But seriously, I could never just leave the internet for more than... let's not finish that sentence...

...

2008-02-13T15:56:13Z

Ok , I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. I've been feeling sort of sick since last night. My eyes won't stop tearing up. I haven't been sleeping well either, I wake up a ton of times during the night and it takes me a while to fall back to sleep again. I should be feeling good, I don't have it bad at all, my sister and my friends spend the day worried if they're going to get home safely, I don't. When I was living there, you were always afraid of crime and if you would have enough money to buy food. They have to stuck up on certain products because sometimes they just don't show up at the supermarket for months. You don't wear expensive stuff when you go out out of plain fear, and you feel scared when you get home late because the streets are so unsafe. I should take all that and be grateful that I left all that behind me. But what about the people I left behind me too?
I'm in this auto-pilot mode and all I do is routine, and not that bothers me, but it feels absolutely weird today. Here I am sitting in class while it's fucking snowing outside. Why am I complaining so much? I gotta get over myself. Although now that I think about it I didn't even pay attention to the music in my car this morning... I usually sing like the crazy person that I am. You know something's wrong, when not even Mike and Chester can make sing...

Home?

2008-02-13T03:32:57Z

I've been incredibly bitchy lately. I don't know what's going on but I've just been snapping at people randomly. So if I snapped at you, don't take it personally, I've just been feeling really selfish.
To be honest, I think I might be feeling a little homesick. Don't laugh. I know it's been almost 2 years but there's so much going on with my family back home that I just miss being a part of that. I know my sister-in-law misses me, we've been talking almost everyday and I know she spends most of the day by herself with Isa and she has really no one to talk to. I've been talking to Gaby and she wants me to go so bad too. Even my brother who never talks told me he misses me.
I dunno, it just feels so different here, and yet it's not. I mean, here I'm doing good in school, but pretty much all I do is go to class and work. But honestly that's what I did back home. But see some times friends would randomly hang out with me. I always saw Angel between classes and we would just hang out and talk about nothing. I miss that, does that mean that I miss him? Probably. But I know for a fact he doesn't miss me, so let's move away from that shall we?
I guess I'm just saying that I feel like there's something pulling me back home and I can't tell what it is.

One good thing though, I've been working with Mickey on this fic and that has been awesome. I'm seriously in love with it even though it's nothing like something I would normally write. I love that it has this really sad theme around it and I love how it's coming out.
It's funny I've been talking so much with Mickey lately, we have a lot in common and I feel great talking to her.

Poster

2008-02-08T01:07:49Z

So here it is:

Joe takes up half the poster:
Dave signed over black:

Brad:

Rob:

Mike:
And the one and only:

Conan vs Colbert vs Stewart

2008-02-07T04:10:38Z

Yesterday was a really long day. I was lucky enough to get out of work early but only because the University closed because of a tornado warning. Lovely. That means you're pretty much stuck in the house and that you have to be prepared in case something happens. You have to keep a change of clothes at hand in case you have to just run out. Now I know it sounds bad but it's usually a precaution. Some parts of Memphis were hit pretty bad, but fortunately here it was nothing more than thunder and rain and scary winds. There was absolutely nothing on tv other than weather reports, and my dad was completely freaking out, so it was pretty stressful for a couple of hours. I decided to go to bed and the stupid alarm woke me up like 4 times. I was sort of in a bad mood today because of that.
Also we had this thing where we were helping this ladies with some work, and we had to assemble packets to send to students. 700 freaking envelopes. Organize which goes were so it's easier to get ready to send out. I even stayed an extra half hour, my neck is killing me.

I'm in a complaining-type of mood today. I dunno what it is, so I'll post this to make myself laugh.

I laughed so hard at that last night I can't even tell you. I usually love Stephen as is but this was the coolest thing ever.

LPV

2008-02-03T01:03:23Z

So my friend Mickey created this LP forum and I'm a moderator. It was going to be a LP Fanfic place first and then we just opened it up to a more general theme. Click here if you want to check it out. I spent the day creating skin and boards here and there to make it cool, but suggestions are appreciated.

I was showing my photos to one of my co-workers, Amy, and I realized that I haven't taken any in a while. It's funny sometimes I take a lot in a short period of time and sometimes I leave it aside. I guess I've been paying more attention to all the stuff I'm doing on the web and I haven't really had anything interesting enough to photograph. I'll keep an eye out to see if I can take something good this week.

Memphis is still cold as ever. And we don't even get snow, at least that way they'd cancel class, but no, the only day that snowed it was at night only so I could wake up to my car covered in a couple inches of ice. It's not easy to get used to this considering Caracas has enviable weather. It's time like this when I miss my house, my old house I should say...

Anyway, I was sort of feeling good today because I've lost some weight. In fact I had to pull 2 of my jeans out of circulation because every time I wore them, they would fall down, even with a belt. So that always feels good. I went back into the bags in my closet to pull out a couple of pairs that I didn't think I would ever fit back into. My hair is also looking better than last week, but I'm still debating whether I want it shorter or not, I wear it up all the time anyway, so I don't know.

I talked to my sister again today. It's so weird how you miss someone and when you get down to it, you don't really have much to say. Not that we ever talked much when I was there but... distance makes it harder I guess. We really started to get along as I grew older, before that she tended to treat me more like she was my second mom than my sister, but then again she is 11 years older than me. My sister-in-law's birthday is next week and I really think she needs it to be a good one, her dad just died and he would be having a birthday this week too, I'm sure it's not easy for her, even though she's been very calm so far.

Room to breathe

2008-02-02T02:08:19Z

Ok, so I haven't posted in the last couple of days because I took a couple of flu pills that knocked me down. It could also be that I started working and I'm more tired than usual but man, after I took those pills I could barely stay awake. It's been cold and rainy in Memphis and it's getting to me a little, I usually don't mind the cold, but when you have to walk to class while you're both getting wet and freezing to death, it's not a good feeling.
So yeah I started working on Wed, and it's really great. I couldn't have found a nicer group of people. It's mostly ladies in the office and every single one of them is sweet and polite, I'm going to enjoy working there. I also got an ego boost because my boss has been introducing me and saying nice things and other people have said they want to steal me away, it feels nice to be appreciated.
I think I'm going to do great in my first math test, about history, I'm not so sure. I really don't know about that class, I really tried to follow the lecture last class and after a while I just gave up, I really hope I will be able to get ready for my exam by myself.

I was feeling a little nostalgic today. I was talking to a childhood friend and well that brought back memories, not all good though, for instance she asked me to tell her about the first time I crashed a car. But I know she's had some issues and I know she's one of the few people who actually miss me. I don't really know many people actually do, but it's good to get that feeling from someone. I know my sister-in-law does because she really spends the whole day by herself and she would love to have someone there with her, and sometimes I really wish I could be there.

I'm fighting with my layout, I have been looking for something I like but it's hard, either things are ugly or they don't work with the new blogger.

Awesomeness

2008-01-30T03:34:28Z

So today started pretty normal. I was in a terrible mood because I got soaked walking around campus, and I have this really annoying cough... but I finally got everything done with my job and I start tomorrow. Then there was this wind-warning thing and the electricity went off like 20 times, the wind was a bit scary.

I was about to post my fic on bitchnotaperson new forum but I really didn't have a title. I'm thinking "Waiting for you" but I haven't made up my mind yet... And I'm a Mod-uh-ray-tor which I find to be very cool.

BUT the most amazing part of my day was getting the mail. Turns out I won the freaking auction on the LPST and I won a autographed poster! I actually own a poster signed by freaking LP. How awesome is that?! Right now is put away safely until a find a cool frame to put it on and I'll post some pics. It's this pic:

with the details of the MTM release. It's funny 'cause Dave signed over the black part and you can barely see his signature. My mom was here when I opened it and she was like 'that's cute' and I was like 'did you see that it's signed?' and her jaw just dropped. Then there was a tornado warning and whatnot and you're supposed to go to the 'safe room' of the house and she was like 'grab your poster!' just hilarious.
My dad saw it and he was like 'that's cool' and I was like, 'it's autographed' he looked at it and he was like 'wow, it's real you can see the marker, it's not printed or anything!' and I just had the biggest smile on my face.

Boost

2008-01-29T03:22:27Z

Pretty normal Monday. It's really cold here in Memphis, and I have this really annoying cough. I wrote like a crazy person today. I popped 3 chapters of my fic in a row. I was feeling really good about myself. And bitchnotaperson who is my biggest fan was feeling really spoiled today,
My math teacher gave the date for the exams today, and surprise I have one the day after the concert. The good thing is that he's giving 4 test and we get to drop one grade, so if I decide not to take I'll still be fine. It all depends in how me and my friend are the next day really. I'm not going to go crazy about it.
I got my travel authorization today so that means I can go to Venezuela to meet my new niece of nephew in the summer! I had to wait for the authorization because I'm in the process of getting my residency and if I just leave the whole process gets canceled, not good...

I know this is normal, but my parents are driving me insane. They're constantly checking up on me and trying to see what I'm doing. Don't they get it by now? I'm a relaxed person, I love sitting in front of my computer doing whatever and I don't really enjoy people trying to see what it is I'm doing.
I already did the whole partying and drinking back in Venezuela and it's not my thing, so if I want to just relax, it'd be nice if you just leave me alone and not keep asking me if I'm depressed or calling me anti-social for closing my door. Be thankful that I'm not one of those girls who goes out every night and ignores your calls to her cellphone.

I'm watching the Italian Job for the thousandth time. It is one of my favorite movies of all times. I love the plot, I love the entire cast, I love how it's made and the ending kicks butt! I was really happy when I learned they're doing a sequel. I hope it's good because otherwise I'll be protesting to whoever made it for ruining it for me.

Now I'm off because this cough is driving me insane!

Anyway, here's chapter 3 if anyone is reading. Same warnings, sex, cursing, romance and a whole lot of Chester.

They had been spending the last couple of weeks together and they were having an amazing time no matter what they were doing. They had gone out, they had stayed home, they had gone to parties, visited Mike and the rest of the guys and they had loved every minute of it. It was only a few days before Chester would go back to touring, which meant that they would spend a few weeks apart before she would join them.

That night they were both lying together in bed watching a movie. He was moving his hand over her back and then he stopped as he felt the tattoo on her left shoulder. He moved his face from the TV towards her. “I like this one” he said as he looked at it. It was a male angel with large wings with a guitar on his hands. She looked at her own shoulder. “Josh designed that for me. It obviously represents us, the band I mean, it’s an angel looking over my shoulder. I designed his, it’s a female angel with a guitar too.”
Chester felt a bit jealous that she would share something like that with Josh, but quickly tried to ignore it. Instead he asked “what about this one?” he said pointing to her other shoulder blade. “That’s an orquid, Venezuela’s national flower to remind me of the other part of my family.”
He moved his hand up to her neck and she moved her shoulders up as he tickled her. “And this one?”
She chuckled an said ”That’s a four leave clover for good luck, an then I added ‘Paz’ under it, which is Peace in Spanish.”
“And you got the 8 point star.” He asked, he really liked that one, it was a really creative design and it was a great place to poke her because she always tickled and jumped. “Yeah, I worked a lot on that one actually, the lines and all that, how they cross. I just wanted something beautiful that wasn’t really conventional.”
“ I really like it, I might steal that one from you one day.”
“Be my guest, I’m incredibly proud of it, although if you ask me I‘ll do one just for you.” She said resting her face on his chest. Neither of them seemed to care about the movie anymore.
“You would?” He asked looking down at her with a smile. “Yeah of course! Just give me some time to think about something cool.”
“It has to have a sun on it, sunsets will always remind me of you, ’cause I know how much you love them.” She smiled “yeah that sounds perfect. Although I‘m not sure where exactly you‘re going to get it because you‘re running out of skin get tattooed” She added playfully. “Don’t worry, I’m sure I’ll find a special place for you.” He said as she moved up her face to kiss him.

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They were at home for the day, they liked just hanging out together. Chester was on the sofa of the living room watching TV while Sophie was on an armchair flipping through a magazine. Chester looked at her and smiled to himself. He liked her so very much.
She was so beautiful, here she was sitting in her sweats with her hair up and no make-up and he still found her to be breath-taking. He wondered if she had always been like this, before he met her and he immediately thought she must have. That thought seemed to lead his mind to why no one had noticed it before, and he thought that maybe someone had.

“Sophie I sort need to ask you something.” Said Chester gathering the courage to ask something that had been on his mind.
She looked up, smiled and said “Sure love, you can ask me anything you want.”
He seemed insecure all of the sudden. “Well I just want to know, have you ever… with any of the guys from the band?” He didn’t want to be that blunt.
“What do you mean?” She asked, clearly not understanding what he wanted to know.
“You know have you been with any of the guys before?”
“Where did that come from?” She was really surprised, not only did he seem shy about asking, the question had come out of the blue.
“Well you know you spend so much stuff together and you know stuff happens, I’ve heard rumors.”
Oh yes, the rumors, she had been linked to every single one of the members of the band at one point or another. She had hoped that after all these weeks together Chester would know better.
“You should know that Kevin is not an option.” She said pointing out the obvious.
“Yes I know that.” He looked like he wanted to say something more, so she said “so, are you asking about anyone in specific?”
“No, just in general.” He tried to lie, but she saw right through it.
“Baby…” She said looking at him an smiling
“Fine, I guess if I had to say I’d guess Josh maybe… “She laughed at his sheepish face and how nervous he looked.
“Oh lord, are you jealous of J.D.?”
He tried to cover up. “What? Me? No!” Truth be told, he thought they would make a good couple, and that’s what worried him.
“Yes you are.” She said confidently, smiling as she moved to the couch next to him.
“You think Josh and I had something going on.”
“Well did you?” He asked really wanting to know her answer.
“And you’re worried that if we did I might go back to him.” She continued, purposely ignoring his question.
“Well?” He said, waiting impatiently for what she was going to say.
“I’ve never been involved with any of the guys in the band, Josh and I would never work out.” She said like that gave him all the information he needed.
“Does that mean you’d want to try?” He said when he thought that maybe she was not the reason why nothing had happened.
“No, of course not, Josh is a free spirit, he likes the chase, he likes the mystery, he’d get tired of spending so much time with me in a heartbeat and break my heart.” She said very sure of herself.
“So you’ve never been attracted to him?” He really didn’t want to think about this anymore.
“Maybe when I first met him,” she said thinking back, and when she saw the worried look on his face she added “but he’s like a brother to me now, I have no romantic feelings for him.”
“And what about him for you?” Asked Chester thinking that she was well worth waiting for.
“He adores me, but we’re band mates, there’s nothing more to it than that.”
“And the rest of the guys?” Thinking that he might as well take advantage of this.
“Listen to me, you have absolutely nothing to worry about, you have me wrapped around your finger.” She said as she stretched and grabbed his hand.
“I do?”
“Yeah, you drive me absolutely insane, you’re smart, sexy and talented and I’ve never liked anyone as much as I like you.” She moved from sitting next to him to his lap. She placed one knee on either side of his hips, and kissed him softly.
“You’re the most amazing woman I’ve ever met, I hope you know that.”
“I do now.”
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Chester had been on tour for a while now, and Sophie had been missing him terribly. She had gotten pissed however, when she found out that he was sick and he didn’t tell her. She picked up the phone and called Mike.
“Hey Mike, how is it going?”
“It’s good, how are you?” Knowing very well what this call was about.
“I’m good… so how bad is it?” She knew she had to get to the point and Mike knew it too.
“It’s pretty bad.” Mike said, knowing that if he lied to her, she’d know it.
“Why didn’t he tell me?” She said sounding very hurt.
“He didn’t want you to get upset.”
“So, he gets sick in the middle of the tour and he doesn’t tell me.” She wasn’t trying to make Mike feel bad, she was trying to get it clear in her head.
“Hey don’t look at me.” He said a little defensive.
“I know, but come on Mike.” She said knowing that Mike would understand some of what she was feeling.
“Yeah I know, listen it’s a stomach bug, he can still sing he just has to be careful with the food.” He said trying his best to find a way to calm her down.
“You just told me it’s pretty bad.” She answered knowing that Mike was just trying to make her feel better.
“Well, because he can hardly keep anything down the doctor put him on a very strict diet, so he’s not doing much else except for the commitments he can’t skip.” He explained.
“How are the shows?” She asked, knowing how LP fans could be sometimes.
“Amazingly they’re really good, I mean is just over an hour a night.” Said Mike.
“Yeah but he’s probably pretty weak.”
“The doctor is keeping an eye on him Sophie“. She was very worried, and Mike understood it but he understood why Chester hadn’t told her as well. He knew what it was like to know someone at home was worried about you.
“I’m flying over Mike.” She said, it wasn’t a question, and Mike knew how hard it was to convince her when she made up her mind.
“Sophie, are you sure? I mean you have stuff going on.” He said trying to reason with her.
“That’s a bloody terrible excuse, you know I don’t care.” She fired back.
“That’s why I’m saying it sweetie.” Said Mike softly, as to let her know he was not giving her a hard time for the hell of it.
“Mike, we’re not recording and we’re not touring because we’re just finished.” She explained a little more calmly.
“I know, but you know what he’s going to say.”
“That we need to get used to this,” she said with a bored voice.
“I understand you Sophie, and I’m not saying you shouldn’t come, I’m just saying don’t drop everything.” He said, trying to let her know exactly what he meant.
“Tell me the truth, do you think I should go or not?” She asked bluntly.
“I think it’d probably be good for him if you do, but I think you should plan it carefully and just don’t do anything crazy.” Telling her exactly what he felt.
“Ok, I think I can do that.” As she thought about his words.
“I know it’s just crazy to ask this to you, but be patient ok?” He knew her, she was not nearly as impulsive as Chester, but she had a tendency to be a little crazy sometimes.
“Yeah Mike, I’ll be careful and I won’t rush ok?” She said, thinking that it was sweet to try to look after her.
“Ok, I believe you.“
“I just feel like he needs me, I can’t explain it.” She had felt like that ever since she found out that he was sick.
“Hey who am I question you? Like I said, I do think I’d be good for him if you plan it and don’t just jump in the next plane.”
“Don’t worry Mike, I’ll think this through.”

They talked for a long while after that, catching up with everything that was going on with the tour an what she had been up to. He promised not to tell Chester she had found out. When she finished talking to Mike she called Chester and talked to him, doing her best to pretend she knew nothing. He had sensed a little something in her voice but as he himself was hiding something for her, he decided not to mention it.

Chester had gotten sick about two weeks before, apparently something had changed about his diet, which was quite normal considering all the traveling, and he ended up with another trip for the emergency room. He has refused to tell Sophie because according to him ‘she worries too much‘. Mike understood, it was hard being apart, especially from them who hadn’t been together for too long, of course you wouldn’t know from their behavior. But the point was that it would’ve been very hard for Chester to have Sophie worrying all the way from home or worse saying that she’d come and then having to cancel the whole trip for some reason or another. This was very hard for Chester, he and Sophie hadn’t figured out how to be apart yet, and he missed her like crazy. They had traveled together for as long as they could and this was the longest time they had spent apart since they got together. They tried to talk every single day, but at the moment it was incredibly difficult for both of them. Of course that meant that Sophie was right, Chester did need her, he just didn’t want to say it. Having her with him would be the greatest thing for Chester at that moment.
Three days later she called Mike and let him know she’d meet them for sure, she wanted to be with Chester. She informed him of how she had planned everything and he approved, she just didn’t know the exact day. She arrived at the airport and had a ride waiting for her. She got to the hotel and knocked on Chester’s door. He opened and had sort of a stunned look on his face as he saw her standing there.

“What the fuck are you doing here?” He said absolutely surprised to see her standing on his door.
“Wow, that was not the welcome I was expecting at all, I can leave if you want me to.” She said as he caught her off guard. He seemed to catch on and grabbed her and pulled her inside the room as he closed the door. As soon as she was inside he kissed her like he hadn’t seen her in years, it was actually a couple of weeks.
“See that’s what I was prepared for,” she said catching her breath.
“What are you doing here?” He was still in shock, but he was so happy to see her. “You’re sick love.” She said tenderly, he pulled away to look at her and said “how do you know that?” he said still having trouble believing she has there with him.
“You should try to check all the stuff your fans know about you, stuff that ends up on the Internet.“ She said with a smile.
“It’s not that bad, you didn’t have to come.” He said feeling slightly guilty that she had flown all that way just to see him over stomach flu.
“Love, you’re on a strict diet because you can’t eat practically anything.”
“Sophie…” he started to say.
“Don’t say it, I’m already here,” she said kissing him. And at that moment he didn’t really want to say anything, he just wanted to kiss her, forget there was anything else going on in the world and ignoring the weeks they had just spent apart from each other. They spent the rest of the afternoon together in his room catching up and celebrating their reunion.

They didn’t have a show tonight, but Mike walked over to Chester’s room to see how he was doing and what he was eating for dinner. When he knocked on the door, he was stunned to see Nat opening the door for him.
“Hey Mike!” He hugged her still a little shocked. “You’re here.”
“I am.” He realized how good it was to see her.
“Come on in.”

The had dinner together and talked for a long while. The rest of the guys joined them when they heard Sophie had come to visit. Mike and Sophie got into a pillow fight over who got the remote. Sophie was beating Mike but then he got support from Joe and all hell broke lose. They decided on a movie after Brad claimed the remote and restored some order.

The guys had left a few minutes ago and Sophie was coming out from a shower. Chester decided that he needed to say something to her about this, he still felt guilty.

“Sophie, not that I’m not grateful that you’re here, but you’ve got to promise me something.” He really was so happy to see her, but he was worried because he knew all the stuff that happened to him when he was on tour.
“Depends.” She said, recognizing the tone of his voice.
“On what?” He said looking at her in surprise.
“On what you’re about to ask me.” She said knowing that she was not going to like it. She was brushing her hair as she looked in the mirror.
“You can’t fly halfway across the world every time something happens to me.” He said as someone who wants to get the issue out.
“Chester, you’re exaggerating, you’re very sick.” She moved the brush for emphasis.
“Yes but you know how touring is, and how I am, things are bound to happen.” He knew she was right, this was not the only time this was going to happen.
“Ok, so you’re telling me that if something happens I can’t come and see you.” She said, sounding a bit hurt that he didn‘t want her with him.
“I’m not saying that you can’t, I’m just saying that we have to make wise choices for those types of trips.”
“How would you feel if something happens and I tell you not to be with me?” She said trying a different approach and his whole face changed.
“Well it’s not the same.” He said defensively.
“Yes it is.”
“What I mean is that we’re sure stuff is going to happen when we’re on tour, and as much as we’d both love to drop everything to be with each other, we have to accept that sometimes we can’t.” He said trying to sound reasonable.
“Fine, but when that comes back to bite you in the ass, you can’t complain.” She agreed, knowing that he was far more likely to do something crazy than her, she seemed to be a little more controlled.
“I’ll tell you what, we’ll make a deal, we each get to do one crazy trip per tour.” He said, knowing that she was far from convinced and thinking this might not be such a bad thing.
“I can live with that.” She agreed even though she still sounded insecure about the whole thing.
“I thought you would.” He said walking towards her.
“But you could try to make it more interesting for me.” She said turning from the mirror to him.
“Why’s that?” He said putting his hand on her waist.
“I might just break the rules.” She said raising her shoulders just like a small kid would do.
“I can think of a few benefits for you.” He said, quite sure that that would get her interested.
“Really? Let’s hear it.” She said raising her eyebrows in interest and moving forward to kiss him.

Chapter 2

2008-01-28T02:15:06Z

And here's chapter 2 because the sort of go together.

Chester walked Sophie to the door. They both seemed a little more nervous than they had been all night.
“Listen,” she said looking inside herself to see what she was really feeling, “I really want to invite you in, but I’m not sure it’s the wisest thing to do, we just met, we don’t really know anything about each other.”
“I know a lot more about you than you think, like the fact that you are a hopeless romantic even though you’d die before admitting that, I know that you love sunsets and find them to be the sexiest thing in the world,” Chester was moving really close and she could feel his breath. He continued and said “you love to take photos of things that make you feel special or different, and I know I haven’t felt this attracted to anyone in ages, I know you feel that.”
“Wow,” she said trying to breathe again.
“Yeah, wow, now this is the part where you tell me what you know about me.”
She thought for a moment, then said “you love hanging out with you friends and feeling like a little kid again, you love to have a message in your music and everything else you do. You won’t say it but spending time alone makes you feel at peace with yourself and you really feel like you want to make a difference.”
He smiled and grabbed her hand and said “I know it’s scary, and I know they’re a million reasons why we should wait, but we both know we want to take this chance.”
She nodded and flung her arms around his neck, while she kissed him and he put his hands around her waist and kissed her back. They stood there kissing for a couple of minutes, until he remember there were other people in the world and Mike was still waiting for him, he reluctantly broke the kiss and said softly, “I gotta go tell Mike he can go.”
“Ok, I’ll open up.” she said pointing to the door.
Chester practically ran to the car and said good-bye while Mike and Anna looked at him with huge smiles, and drove off. He went back into the house and locked the door once he was in. “Sophie?” he called out.
“Yeah, I’m here in the living room.” He followed her voice and found her lighting a couple of candles.
“I’m a sucker for candles, what can I say?”
She said with a smile of her face. He returned the smile and walked up to her. This time he kissed her, not that he minded her taking the initiative, but he was feeling a whole new group of emotions. He moved his hands from the small of her back up her spine and down again. She put one hand on his neck and one hand in his hair. He ventured and put one hand on her bum expecting her to push it away but she just smiled against his lips. Before he knew it she was pulling his shirt over his head and running a hand over his chest and abdomen before reaching his navel. He broke apart from her lips and moved down from her jaw to her neck and she moved her head back just so, to give him better access. His hands had traveled to her stomach and she grabbed them and they both pulled her shirt off. They stared at each other for a second and then they were on each other again. He went back to kissing her neck and now it was her turn to move her hands over his back and grabbing his bum. She took a deep breath, and tried to think, but she felt like she couldn’t while he was doing that with his tongue on her neck.
He pulled up for a second, and looked at her, and she took advantage of his separation to ask “I know this is stupid, but the couch or the bed?”
He seemed to think about it, the couch was closer, but the bed sounded better. “Bed, I think.”
“Yeah, you’ll like it.” She grabbed his hands and guided him upstairs. She opened the door and started kissing him again. He was really reacting to her kisses, drawing her closer. He found the button of her jeans and undid it, followed by her zipper. She followed suit and got him off his. They both shuddered as he lay on top of her and they felt skin on skin. He moved a nervous hand to her breasts only to find that she was leading him there. He removed her bra, and then he moved his head down to kiss her intently, she moved and reacted immediately to the touch. She moaned and he realized just how hard he was. She was loving the feeling of his tongue on her nipples, and she felt she had abandoned him so she turned and climbed on top of him and she started kissing his chest. He was surprised by her action but did not complain as soon as she felt her kisses and nibblings along his chest. He was even more surprised when she had taken off his boxers and had run her hand along his entire length. She felt him shudder and smiled to his chest. He didn’t want her to stop, but he was enjoying her touch maybe a little too much.
“Sophie, if you don’t give me a chance, I’m going to…” he started to say.
“Don’t worry, I wouldn’t let that happen, not just yet anyway.” She said and she smiled with a look of her face that made his reality turn around for a second. He turned them over again, and moved down to her legs, kissing her calves first and then slowly moving upward to her thighs and kissing her very softly as he removed her last piece of clothing. She practically squirmed and melted at his touch. He didn’t think he could deny her the moon if she asked for it. He moved his hand deeper into her and she thrust her hips upward as a shot of pleasure ran through her. She whispered something intelligible to his ear, and he did the same as he kept moving his fingers inside of her trying to make her get to heaven. They intertwined together as their voices grew louder, he pushed into her as she screamed his name. She was the most beautiful sight he’d ever seen, and as she moved on top of him he almost came after a second. He concentrated on her and at that moment she grabbed his hand and put them over her own breasts as she screamed his name. He had no idea how to, but he wanted this moment to last forever. She then laid completely on top of him pressing her whole body against him as she moved his hands all over her own body. She stopped when his hands where on her back she began kissing his neck and he kept moving his hands with the slightest touch. She most have sensed the moment coming just as he did because she grabbed the headboard and put her forehead against his. She came first for the second time that night, and that triggered his own orgasm, and they both moaned and screamed into each other’s mouth. They stayed like that until they both caught their breath. “Wow, that’s all I can say, wow…” said Sophie still so close to him that their breaths were almost together.
He kissed her before he said, “oh god, you just blew my mind.”
“Love, I just came twice… I think I can argue who blew who’s mind.” she told him.
“What do say we agree that we blew each-other’s mind?” he said.
“That seems like a fair compromise.” She agreed. She had finally gotten off him and returned quickly to cuddle on his chest, she ran her hand up and down his abdomen and chest as he put a hand in her hair and kissed her forehead. “Where have you been all my life?” He said pushing her closer.
“I was getting ready to meet you.” She laughed at her own words and said, “come on, we’re getting cliché.”
“Well, I’m sorry, I haven’t gotten laid in a while and I thought I’d be terrible, but apparently you are something special and you just made me feel amazing.” he defended himself.
“Terrible? Oh god, you were bloody brilliant.” she said looking up at him.
“You were brilliant yourself, who knew you’d like to be on top?” he said smiling.
“Well you had taken such good care of me just minutes before… but in the future I can be persuaded to be under you.” she informed him.
“How far in the future?” She looked up with a smile on her face that Chester was starting to like, a lot.
“Are you coming on to me again?” she asked sounding nothing short of excited.
“You bet your British ass I am.” he replied.
“Oh who can say no when you put it like that?” He climbed on top of her and started kissing her very deeply and hungrily as he moved his hands anywhere they could reach.
“We can wait for a while, if you need to.” She said, just in case.
“I’ve got the girl that’s been in my fantasies for months, naked under me, it won’t take long.” She didn’t really care if it took the whole bloody night, being there, kissing him was more than enough, but she thought she might as well give him some help. She moved her hand downward and she felt him react. He reached for the nightstand careful not to get away for that thing she was doing to him that felt so good. He put on the second rubber of the night, and pushed open her legs really gently, which made her move wrap them around his back. He pushed inside of her and she moaned louder than she had all night, which made him feel like he was about to lose control of himself. She seemed to notice, because she moved up looking hungrily at his face and gave him a deep kiss that broke apart as he moved out and in again. She grew louder and started to move along with him until he was screaming almost as loud. She came once and then twice. After her second, or rather fourth orgasm she let herself fall on the bed bringing him down with her, she didn’t think she could take it anymore, and just then he moved his head closer until they were nose to nose and he looked into her eyes, and just by that she thought there was another coming. He was still moving on top of her with their breaths fast and uneven, she placed a soft kiss on his lips and that was it for him. He closed his eyes and came inside of her and fell on her chest still inside of her and kissed her breasts as she put her hands inside his hair. He climbed off her, and laid oh his stomach while he looked at her. “I don’t think I’ve ever done that before.” He told her. He was moving the hair of her face as she smiled sweetly and moved closer and ran a hand over his back.
“What’s that?” she asked.
“Have sex like that with someone that turned me on as much as you do.” he said.
“There’s a first time for everything, and what a bloody good first time it was, I’m sure no one has ever made me feel like that, or felt so good.” she informed him.
“Are you happy we did this?” he asked, just to be sure.
“Love, happy doesn’t begin to cover it, I really needed this.” she said.
“So did I, and I love it when you call me love.” he said.
“Love, love, love.” She placed kisses on his lips.
“Oh I could get used to that.” he said dreamily.
“I could get used to seeing you in my bed.” she said looking at him.
“Just seeing?” he asked.
“Well seeing you after all that we just did.” she admitted.
“That sounds better,” he said smiling.
“I really like your back,” she said as she placed kisses on it.
“I’ve noticed.” he said.
“It’s very sexy, you have very soft skin and those tattoos.” she said between kissed.
“Sophie…” he started.
“Yeah?” she asked without stopping.
“As much as I’m enjoying that I don’t think I can do that just yet.” he informed her.
“I wasn’t actually seducing you this time love.” she said still kissing him.
“You weren’t?” He said sounding clearly disappointed.
“Oh don’t feel bad, I plan to seduce in a while, but I’d really like to just kiss you right now.” she explained.
“Well who can say no to that?” He relaxed as she continued to place sweet kisses all over his back. She finally rested her face on his back and he loved the way her warm breath felt on his skin. After a few minutes, he turned around and hugged her. She was resting against his neck. And then she asked without looking up “you look thirsty, want something to drink?” Her lips tickled his neck as she spoke.
He placed a kiss on her forehead and said “I’m not sure I want you to leave this bed just yet, but yeah, that’d be great.”
She smiled and planted a kiss on his lips, and said still against his mouth “don’t worry love, I’ll be back before you know it.”
She got off the bed and looked around the room as if looking for something to put to go downstairs. She put on his boxers and some shirt that she found on a chair, as both of theirs were left downstairs. He watched her moved and he felt in some sort of trance, he was just mesmerized by her. He thought about how she made him feel. They hadn’t spent that much time together but when she talked and moved, and touched and kissed him he felt special. There was something about being there with her that made sense. It sounded stupid but he felt connected to her somehow, he scowled at himself, why was that stupid? A person should always do what they feel is right for them, what gives them any kind of satisfaction, and that’s exactly what he was doing. He didn’t know if it was instinct or his gut or maybe his heart, but what he did know is that there was no place in the world he’d rather be.
Chester was going through Sophie’s head as she made her way downstairs. She smiled as she saw her shirt next to his on the floor. She made her way to the kitchen and served some iced tea on two glasses. She thought about how many times her friends had tried to get her together with someone and she had felt nothing for no one. And now here she was, after having the best sex of her life with a guy that she had met the same night. She knew the circumstances were strange, but she couldn’t remember the last time she had come so many times in one night. Never, she told herself, no one had ever made her feel so sexy as Chester did just by looking at her. She realized that she was happier than she had been in such a long time, not her work, not her friends had made her feel so good about herself as Chester just had. It wasn’t that there was something wrong with the rest of the world, she loved her work and her friends were the biggest part of her life. But Chester gave her something that no one else could, and that’s why she knew that she was doing exactly was she was supposed to. She made her way upstairs and into the room, she handed the glass to Chester who smiled and thanked her. She rapidly cuddled into bed realizing that she was cold. He hugged her tightly. The rest of the night was spent between conversation and kisses and more passion, until they fell asleep wrapped around each other.

It was well into the afternoon when her phone rang. She cursed as she stretched and grabbed for the table, hoping Chester hadn’t woken up which had probably happened as he was muttering something.
“Hello?” She said sounding as sleepy as she felt.
“It’s me.” Came a familiar voice.
“Hey Mike, good morning.” she said, trying to speak quietly.
“Morning? It’s after 3!” Mike said amused.
“Yeah well, I tucked in late, so you just woke me up.” she informed him.
“Oh Sophie I’m so sorry.” he said feeling guilty.
“Don’t worry about it, what’s up?” she told him.
“Is Chester still there?”
“Well if his hand around my waist and his head on my shoulder are any indication, I’d say he’s here.” she answered. Mike laughed.
“Who’s that?” Asked Chester speaking for the first time that morning or afternoon, whatever…
“It’s Mike.’ Sophie told him.
Chester grabbed the phone and said, “that was bizarre she has ‘Faint’ as her ringtone and I just woke up to the sound of my own screaming.”
Mike laughed again. “Hasn’t that happened before?”
“Not like this, no.” said Chester thoughtfully.
“I’m sorry I woke you guys, I just wanted dirty details.” Mike told him.
“And you called her before me?” asked Chester surprised.
“I knew you’d still be there, and I knew you wouldn’t pick up.” said Mike.
Sophie grabbed the phone and put in on speaker.
“Listen Mike, we love you mate, and trust me when I say we owe you a big one… but we’re bloody exhausted, how do say if you come for dinner?” she asked.
“Yeah sure, but I get the details.” said Mike as a condition.
“All the details you want, for now we can tell you that we had lots and lots of sex.” she informed him.
“Nice!” said Mike laughing. “Ok, you guys go back to sleep and I’ll be there around 9.”
“Ok, talk to you later then.” She threw her cell phone a considerable distance and moved closer to Chester.
His arm pressed her closer and she put her arm around his back.
“I’m going to kill him.” He said. She smiled and kissed his forehead.
“Sorry love.” she said.
“It’s not your fault gorgeous, I’d kiss you if I didn’t have a terrible breath.” he said.
She smiled and kissed his neck. “We can work around that.”
“Baby, as much as I’m enjoying that, I’m still tired, I don’t think I’d be able to do that just yet.” he said realizing how tired he really was.
“Ok, love, why don’t we get some more sleep.” She got off his chest and put her face con his shoulder while trying to find a comfortable spot. He put his lips to her head, and enjoyed how great she smelled. They drifted into sleep again for a couple of more hours.
He woke up before she did. He watched her sleeping, she was curled up in his chest, her hand softy across him, her legs intertwined with his, breathing slowly. He didn’t know what to think. She looked so amazing that he felt he didn’t want her to wake up just so he could watch her a little longer. He also wanted her to wake up and kiss her, making it up for her, having said he was too tired earlier. He regretted it, but he knew he just couldn’t. He knew that if he moved he could wake her, although she seemed to be sleeping like a rock. He thought he didn’t really want to move. How long had it been since he had woken up with a girl and felt so good? He didn’t think he ever had, and if it had, it was too long ago to remember. He did know he wanted to wake up like this so many times more that he could hardly count them. She started to stir and he moved to hold her closer and trace kisses around her neck.
“Good morning!” She said very enthusiastically.
“Hi there beautiful.” He thought for a moment, and said “we need to take of the morning breath first.”
“Ok, love, come on I’ll lead you to the bath, I mean bathroom.” she said.
“You can lead me wherever you like.” She took his hand and pulled him off the bed leading him through a door on the left of the room.
“I thought it’d be that door,” he said pointing to the right.
“No that’s the closet, I’ll let you in later if you want to go through my underwear.” She said smiling. He laughed and followed her. As soon as they brushed their teeth and washed their faces, he moved on to kiss her. He placed soft kisses on her lips first and then opened his mouth and the same she did. After a few minutes, she said “you taste Minty fresh.” He laughed and said “now about that bath…” she raised an eyebrow and led the way.

Mike was incredibly inpatient. He tried to leave early but Anna had gotten mad and had said no. He got there a few minutes late to his annoyance. He knocked on the door. Sophia opened a minute later with a smile on her face that Mike had never seen before. “Come on in.” she said letting him inside.
“Hey Sophie, you look great.” he said as he hugged her on his way in.
“Thanks Mike.” she said sweetly.
“Hey, Chaz.”
“What’s up Shinoda?” Chester was sitting comfortably in the couch, wearing shirt that Mike was sure he has seen on Sophie once, he remember she had said once that she had a wardrobe that was perfect for her and any guy, as she had millions of shirts that were actually guys shirts. Mike came in and sat down in the couch opposite to Chester, he took a drink Sophie offered and watched her sit next to Chester, as he put his arm around her and kissed her. “So it looks like you had a good night.” said Mike.
“We did,” said Sophie, “I’ll let Chester catch you up while I finish cooking, and you’re allowed to give details love.” And she left for the kitchen.
“It was amazing man, I’ve never had that chemistry with anyone before.” Chester told him.
“Well you could tell, I mean you where this close to doing it on the couch of the club.” Mike said.
“Yeah, but at the same time it was more than that, we stayed up late and talked so effortlessly, it felt so good.” Chester explained.
“I don’t remember the last time I saw you this excited about anything.” Said Mike looking at Chester.
“I don’t think you have, or anyone for that matter.” Said Chester thinking back.
“I’m glad things clicked between you, I’d have been pissed at you both if you were no good.”
“Oh no, it was brilliant man, the conversation, the sex, it’s like we knew each other forever.” said Chester excitedly.
“So the sex was that good?” Mike asked.
“It was bloody fantastic!” Said Sophie from the kitchen, Chester laughed.
“Yeah man, it was, we drove each other crazy in the best of ways.” Chester told him.
“I’m so happy for you guys you both needed it.” Mike told him.
“Sorry to interrupt boys, but dinner’s ready.”

They went to have dinner and they ate and talked for a couple of hours. Mike was proud of himself for getting them together, and they told him he had every right to be. They weren’t sure where this was going, but they said they’d enjoy finding out. Mike brought up the subject of a song for her album and the 3 of them got excited discussing ideas for it. After a while Mike got up and said, “guys I have to go home, but I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Yeah, I’ll walk out with you,” said Chester walking to the door too.
“Oh man you’re leaving her too?” Mike was somewhat disappointed, he’d thought Chester would stay here for a couple of days.
“I’m actually stopping by my apartment getting some stuff, you know clothes, toothbrush, condoms…”
“Oh!” Mike said suddenly understanding.
“Yeah I’ll be back fast, I’m even taking her car.” he told Mike.
“Oh did they fix it?” Mike asked.
“Yeah, someone did something well for a change,” she said sounding just a little upset, she loved that car but it was always giving trouble. “You know what Chester? Take the Mustang instead.” she said after a second.
“Wow man, you got access to me Mustang, that’s a pretty big deal, you really did something really good last night.” Mike said laughing, Sophie was very careful with her car.
Chester raised his eyebrows smugly and said “I’m the man.”
“I guess you are,” she said kissing him, “but if something happens to my car you won’t be anymore.”
Mike laughed and Chester said, “ok, point taken.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow Mike,” she said giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
“I’ll be back in a heartbeat babe.” Chester said pulling by the waist and kissing her.
“No worries love.” Mike and Chester walked out the door and she closed it, and she was surprised that after spending all day with Chester, something felt missing now that he was gone.
Chester was thinking that it was a little crazy that he just walked out the door and he wanted to run back.
“Man, that girl is going to drive me crazy.” Chester said shaking his head.
“I think you can say you are driving her crazy too.” Mike noted.
“I hope we’re not doing anything too crazy.” Chester told him.
“No you are not, you are just doing what makes you feel good, why would that be too crazy?” Mike asked.
“Yeah, you’re right.” said Chester nodding. “I’ll see you tomorrow man.” he added.
“Yeah, don’t be gone too long I hate it when she’s all alone in that huge house.” Mike said looking back.
“Don’t worry man, I promise I’ll do my best to make sure she’s not alone anymore.” Chester said.
“Yeah, I know you’ll take care of her, it’s been hard since Eric.” said Mike thinking back.
“Are you ever going to tell me what happened?” asked Chester, he had heard about this but he had never known what had happened.
“Oh man, I think that’s a story you should hear from her.” Mike said. He knew this was a very hard topic for her.
“Ok, fair enough.” said Chester walking towards the car.
“She’s just been so closed to everybody, she didn’t want to take a risk with anybody and I think she needs someone like you.” Mike told him.
“She’s such an amazing person, I just wish I can make her feel as she makes me feel.” Said Chester.
“I think that you proved that you can, don’t be too hard on yourself, just take it as it comes otherwise you’ll go crazy.” Mike warned him.
“Yeah, you’re right, one thing at a time, and right now, it’s sex.” said Chester smiling.
“Exactly, I’ll see you tomorrow.” said Mike getting into his car.
“Bye Mike.”

It took Chester a little over an hour to get to his place, pick up most of his stuff in a bag and then head back to Sophie’s house. He has been thinking about selling his apartment for a while now, he had felt out of place there lately. This came to mind the moment he saw her house from the end of the block and he felt happy. He surprised himself too, because he had been in that house one time and yet just seeing it made him feel excited to be back here. She was doing something to him for sure, there he was driving to her house and he had all these feelings he didn’t really understand. Even driving her car had been exciting to him, knowing how much she loved it. He knew it wasn’t logical, and he knew that he should really think about this, but he also knew he wasn’t going to. He had always had this idea that things work themselves out at some points of your life and you feel happier than you’ve ever been. And when things happen you should let them run their course and not question them. He had learned to enjoy the things that made him happy and appreciate them without caring about anything else out there. Sophie was one of those things. She had made him smile, she made him laugh. She had made him comfortable enough to talk about absolutely everything and at the same time, comfortable enough to talk about nothing. She made him feel special whenever she looked at him and he felt connected to her. As he parked her car he told himself that he was not going to question anything about her. He was going to enjoy every minute he could spend with her and he was going to make sure he made her as happy as she was making him.

He parked her car securely on the garage, grabbed his bag, closed the car and walked towards the house. He checked the keys and realized he had a key to the house. He came in and looked around. Sophie was obviously in the top floor. He went upstairs went into her bedroom, not there either, he went into the closet and dropped his bag. When he came out she was leaning against the door. She had a smile on her face and she looked beautiful in a nightshirt with thin shoulder straps, tight around her chest and flowing until it stopped in the middle of her thigh. If he had been a cartoon his jaw would have dropped to the floor.
“Hello there,” she said smiling.
“Hi.” was all he could say.
“How did it go?’ she asked looking at him.
“What? Oh good, got what I needed.” he said distractedly and he pointed at his bag.
“Good, she said and she walked towards him.” He put his hands around her waist and he kissed her like he hadn’t seen her in years, she put her arms around his neck and he felt her so soft against him. He broke the kiss with slow short kisses on her lips. She was playing with his jacket.
“Can I tell you something crazy?” he said after a moment.
“Always.” she said softly.
“I sort of missed you while I was gone.” he admitted almost shyly.
“That’s not crazy I was about to run out the door as soon as you left.” she admitted.
“Really?” he asked sounding relieved.
“Yeah.” she said smiling.
“So what does that mean?” he asked, wanting to know what she was thinking.
“That means we’re both crazy.” she answered smiling.
“Is that a bad thing?”
“I don’t think so, it’d be bad if only one of us was.” she said reasonably.
“So this doesn’t freak you out?” he wanted to make sure. “that we are missing each other already?”
“Listen, if we start asking questions about whatever this is already we’re not giving each other any chance at all.” she said.
“I agree, so can we enjoy this no questions?” he asked hopefully.
“That’s exactly what we’ll do, let things happen.” she confirmed.